Instead of going on and on about something philosophical like I always do, I am just going to come out in one go and say it - I got a dog !

I still don't know why and I don't know what I will actually do with it but I just got a dog. It was  just one of the things that was on my bucket list and with so many things changing around me, I thought it was the best time. I work full time but I am a freelancer now and that means I will be home a lot. But being home alone a lot does something to my anxiety levels so I thought, why not get a dog ?

I know that sounds stupid, I literally have nothing planned. I just realized I would have to leave him alone at house some times and I don't know what he will do with the house when left alone.

This guy is just 25 days old and is so super active, you wake him up at 2 am and he will run with you. Also,I don't get this thing about dogs- He follows me everywhere I go, like everywhere ! He actually takes the exact number of steps I take and never a step more. I never even had to use a leash on him because he never leaves my side. And I love the fact that he is exactly like me - he loves to eat and sleep and hates leaving the house.

And I also love how dependable they are on you - I think its good and bad at the same time, but it does feel good somehow. Well, its bad when they wont even go for a walk with anybody else.

I really don't know if I actually wanted him or just brought him home because of all the problems around me and he would be a great distraction. I don't even know if I can take care of this little pumpkin. It is like getting into a relationship without watching Kuch Kuch Hota hai.

Here's hoping my decision isn't as bad as I think