This past month has been a series of ups and downs and the heat didnt make it any easier. This heat wave makes me go hyper and I hate it. I have decided I am going to settle in a city where its chilly cold all the time. I had rather be shivering non stop than sweating non stop!

Moving over to some good parts of this month, I finally got over one of the biggest fears of my life and I am so proud of it. It was like a birthday gift for myself. Two years ago, I wouldn't have even thought about it. That reminds me, I had my birthday two weeks ago and it was amazing, by amazing I am actually referring to the delicious chocolate almond cake!
Though birthdays always remind me of the people I have lost. They always used to call me at 6 in the morning because they just couldn't hold the excitement. Its been years since they passed away but I still wake up early morning and check my phone, and that's how each one of my birthdays start on a depressing note. But I am sure wherever they are, they are looking down at me and smiling. I am sure.

In a previous post few months ago, I was talking about how thingswere going to change around me. The changing process has already started in bits. I am trying to stay positive even if it means being in denial (you need some coping mechanism ! ) I dont know how life will turn out, I have no idea where it will take me but I am pretty sure it will be some place nice with some extra delicious food ;)