I don't know what kept me from writing for this long. I was nervous and scared and I have no idea why. This  blogger screen to write new posts actually puts you under a lot of pressure ( Atleast me under a lot of pressure). So I always jot down my thoughts on a paper and then type it on. But off late, I haven't been able to even do that. When I started this blog, it was like my weird little place where I could whine about anything and no body would care, because well, nobody would be interested to read it in the first place. I never expected so many people would turn up and appreciate it. A few people actually told me I write pretty well. And that was THE biggest surprise for me.

I mean I had rather believe I look good. And trust me, I do not look good.

So all in all, its been great. But now that I know some of the people who read my blog are the ones I have known personally, its get a bit difficult to write. I am constantly nervous, there have been so many times I tried to write and stopped half way. But I guess to get through your fear, you actually have to face it.

Also, I read a lot of books this week, romantic novels. I have no idea why and please don't judge me because I have already been criticizing them (here). It started with a few innocent reads and then it just grew on me. I couldn't keep it down. I get so tensed and worried when the climax comes up and the guy and the girl are fighting and drifting apart that I just have to read the ending otherwise I am not able to finish the book. If I don't like the ending or the ending is really sad. I throw the book to the other end of the world ! Okay, its a bit dramatic I agree but why would I read it when even a fictional world can't have a happy ending ?
I sometimes wish we could do that with our lives, see what our happy ending really is and then go back and suffer through all the stupid problems. It would be so much easier.

Out of all the books I read, I heart New York was hands down my favorite. It's about a girl who gets cheated on by her fiance, she hops on the next plane available and lands in New York. It's about how she struggles in a new land, a new country and finds a new life. It's very funny and very quirky, I finished it cover to cover, just couldn't keep it down.





Hope you have a great day
Ritika