..I have the right shoes for it

We as humans are not perfect in any way ,we make mistakes sometimes (In my case ALL the time) . You know how in movies there is always a good guy and a bad guy . Now imagine if there were no villains at all, it wouldn’t be that fun . How would the good guy become a ‘hero’ and impress the girl without fighting with the villain ?

What I am trying to say here is we all are in some way the good guys or the villains ,and I think God certainly sent me to be a bit*h. No matter how much I try ,I always end up being the bad person ,even if I try to do the right thing.Whenever my friends hear the word ‘fight’ anywhere ,they turn around and yell ‘What did you do now’ :/ . Okay sometimes it is my fault ,there are times when I actually get bored because there is no body to fight . But sometimes it honestly isn’t my fault . Being taken as a bad person is something I never asked for ,how can you judge me when you did not even talk to me for more than five minutes . This is plain simple ridiculous . But at the same time I feel I should not be bothered. I would rather speak the truth than sugar coat it with lies. Its worthless to care about how you are being perceived by other people ,just because someone does not like me for who I am ,doesn’t mean I should change myself for anyone . I have certain principles in life and even if the world turns upside down ,I will still to them no matter what.

As you could have guessed ,I am not really good at getting along with people . Making new friends is probably one of the toughest tasks for me . Infact I once googled ‘How to make new friends’ K .Some of my closest friends are the ones I have known since I was in third standard . People take me as rude because I don’t really like going up to random people and start talking . I  think I am probably the most hated person where I live . I don’t want to strike a small conversation with you in the elevator ,why don’t you freaking get it ?

Now I don’t like being hated ,nobody likes being hated but if I have to pretend to like the people I don’t even care about then I had rather be hated . I just wish people could realize I am not rude ,I am just an introvert . But when has this ‘zaalim duniya’ ever been understanding ?

Hope you all had a good day

Love

Ritika