Disoriented And Aberrant
And those two words explain exactly what I am going through.
Sometimes in life, you have to take a few wrong turns to realize the right one was in front of you all along. We have to let go of the fear holding us, flap our wings and fly away. There is nothing wrong in aiming for the sky, but you can't expect to get everything you want when you are not willing to work for it.
A wise man once said 'There is no substitute to hardwork' and I second him on that. You can't sleep peacefully everyday and expect the magic fairy to solve all your problems. It takes thousands of sleepless nights and determination to get to the place you always dreamed about.
I have always felt the only thing holding us away from our dreams is the fear itself. The fear of being a failure, the fear of not being good enough. But how can you call yourself a failure when you haven't even tried everything in your potential ?
I have decided, starting today, I am not going to give up on myself no matter what. Even if it takes millions of sleepless nights. I know exactly what I want and I wont stop till I reach there.
"When you find your path, you must not be afraid. You need to have suffiecient courage to make mistakes. Disappointment, defeat, and despair are the tools God uses to show us the way"- Paulo Coelho
Promise you will be seeing more of me