Life Is A Cycle

By Saturday, March 09, 2013

Why haven't I written anything for so long ?

The question has been lingering on my mind , and the more I thought the more I confused I got. Writing is a therapy for me. I write when things get ugly, and I have no where to go. I write when I know no one will listen to the crap I want to say. I write because it helps me face my feelings and clear my thoughts.

But off late, I gave up on facing my feelings. They only made me feel worse, so I bundled all of my thoughts together and locked it up in some corner of my heart. The hectic schedule has only helped in all of this. At the end of the day I am just so tired that all I want to do is sleep.

Things are changing around me and they are changing at an enormously fast rate. Its not going to be easy, but I have decided I am not going to whine about it.

There is something I always believed in, this life is one big cycle. A cycle with good times and bad times, and they always follow each other. After every bad period, the good will definitely come out. Though, I am trying to stay positive, I hasn't really helped. I can only get into extreme moods - either I am so happy that I am almost in ecstasy or I am so sad that it feels like a very bad depression.

But I guess time heals everything. As I said, I am not going to whine about it (Or cry/sob ). I am going to cherish the few moments I have before the universe decides to make my world go topsy-turvy.




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6 comments

  1. nice post -- almost the same thing going around me..
    i read a quote on a bumper of a car few years back "Happiness is a choice" .. till this day this keeps me going -- its motto of my life .. and its helping :)

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  2. Writing is really therapeutic and you need not write about the issues as such. . Write a story and project your insecurities onto the characters. . This was said by another writer when I was going through a bad time. . I did and it really felt good.
    Time indeed heals everything but it is the time taken to heal that dreads us all. .

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    1. So true Roshan ! I have tried writing fiction but I just can't. I always always get stuck in between :/

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  3. Voila...you have a post :)

    Cheers
    CRD

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